i cant even sleep, i tried to fall asleep about and hour ago and gave up, i cannot get self harm out of my head :( i just really wish i could do it and know that i wud be safe, but i cnt. i havent done anything so far so i am getting good at control, sort of. i cant stop crying, :'( my head is killing me from all the tears but i just keep on leaking, the tears are flooding out, ive already swapped my pillow because it got so wet :( My leg is also killing me, this is the first time they have used butterfly stitches instead of real stitches and tbh it hurts even more! The hospital better have my teffy bear tommorow or i am going to go skitz!
well, ill try to go to sleep again, if i dont manage it i will update this blog in an hour,
FUCKING INSOMNIA!!!!!
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