I only want to tell you breifly about myself.. I started self harming at the age of 11, ever since then I have been addicted to it. i stopped for about 6 months about 2 years ago because I got some decent help and was in hospital for 4 weeks. I came out and wasnt aloud to leave my house for about 3 weeks. i sayed in and got fat. I stopped going to school for a little while until my mum threatened to kick me out.
I have got a conceller in school, but i cant tell her anything because she tells the head teacher who will call my parents.
My suicide attempt last year left me a bit messed up. i started doing drugs more and drinking more and eating more becaus it made me feel better. But now im fat and need to lose some weight.
My habits are slowly biting me in the bum, and i just wish i could get out of them, but i cnt.
Btw i need some help to lose some weight, i have to lose a stone or more in a month so that i can get my tongue peirced, any hints??? x
About Me
- StrugglingGirl
- Hello, my name i will not tell you, you can call me star. I am 15, i was born in somerset and live in dorset with my family. My mum, Dad, And my sister. I want to be a hair dresser, so hopefully one day i will be allowed to own a pair of scissors... I want to loose weight and be happy, but these seem impossible atm, im unhappy BECAUSE i eat so much, but when im unhappy i binge [seriously binge] i admire people who say 'im not going to eat today' and they don't. i have tried this so many times, but my girlfriend just tells me that i need to eat. i love my girlfriend to bits, if i didnt have her, i wouldnt exsist... i have been through a lot incl. SelfHarming, suicide attempts, things like that. i am willing to tell my story to anyone who wished to know. StaySafe.x
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